Has it really been since June?

So I was looking at the last blog I placed here and it really has been since June. Have I been writing? Yes. Actually I have been journaling. It has been such a relief to just jot down my ideas and thoughts. Some actually have been extraordinary and some just plain and simple.

A lot has gone on in life. There has been some ups and some downs. Up being that I had an amazing relationship with my best friend. Down being that I am no longer with her and am learning to be contempt with that and still be her friend.

Up being that I went to Poland for 11 days. Down being that I am no longer in Poland and want to be there.

But amidst all these ups and downs...which there are more than listed...God is so good. He has shown me a lot about myself as well as others. To say that I have finally loved but not loved back is a hard concept to grasp. And I guess I need to get over it.

How do you get past that broken/hurt feeling that seems like it will never go away? How do you fix the things that you want to fix? I think it is because God does not want to fix it for you or just yet. Here is the thing. It all comes down to, do you trust that God is working and that He is going to provide the comfort, relief and time to get over everything. Trust...Faith...all go hand in hand. It is the matter of do you want God to work on you? Are you able to give God your entire life? Can He take control...complete control?

Yes you can. It's trust, faith and obedience. Just Believe.